Oh my gosh. The idea of college makes me want to screaaam.
Okay, so I can't wait to go to college.... I want to experience the whole "college scene" and college life stuff... I just don't want to actually have to go to SCHOOL, you know?! And filling out all these applications is FREAKING ME OUT. I feel like I'm not going to get accepted to any of the schools I actually want to go to, and I'm going to have to settle for something if you know what I mean. College is expensive as hell and I feel like settling for a school would be a HUGE waste of money and I would regret that so much, but I'm so nervous that I'm not going to get in where I want to!! I have no time to fill out applications either, and this year my class load is really hard but I'm doing well so far and it frustrates me that the colleges aren't going to see that on my applications because this year's work doesn't really go on my application. AHH! I seriously have like anxiety attacks when I think about this!! SO STRESSFUL! And to top it all off I'm a huge procrastinator and so now I have like 6 schools to apply to in like 2 weeks. So fun, I know!
